Vee was running. Up the street, past the grocer, the police
station and Mrs. Abel’s Millinery-
She ran with the wind at her back, laughing and singing to the
beautiful day.
“Vee!” her mother called, waving a dishrag from their fifth
floor window.
“Vee! Home for lunch now!”
Vee nodded, ran back and started climbing the tenement steps
two at a time but her feet hurt and as she looked down she saw her feet all red
with blood, and then they were blood
and hurting horribly.
“Veronica!” came her mother’s voice again, strangely angry.
Vee looked from her feet up to the window where the dishrag
fell away from her mother’s limp hand. Her face burned and
“Veronica! Wake up!”
Nurse Margaret, hand raised to slap, was next to the hospital
bed, her hatchet face dark with anger.
“I don’t know why an ignorant beggar child should be such
trouble! You complained about me to Dr. Aust again, didn’t you?”
“I’m sorry, ma’am, but I only asked…”
“You asked to be moved next to the
window. I decide the bed arrangements on this floor and you don’t need
a view.”
“You need to quit
whining and crying to get your way. You’re no princess to be waited on! Just
trouble, an orphan who should keep her mouth shut!”
Nurse Margaret pulled back the blankets and pointed.
“There! Look! Your feet won’t grow back- you will be an
invalid, a nuisance and worthless all
your life!”
Vee shut her eyes as Nurse Margaret stalked away, cursing the
misfortune of having such a child on her ward.
Pulling the blankets up to her chin, she wanted to cry but had
no tears left.
Mother and Father and Jack.
A picnic outing, where the Chicago World’s Fair had taken
place a few years earlier.
They were excited to be riding the elevated train, watching
the buildings whizz past so close that at times it seemed that you could almost
touch them.
Mother in her best, lunchbasket at her feet. Father looking dignified in his suit, Jack
running up and down the train car as it sped across the sky.
He cheered as the Ferris Wheel came into view but then the
train lurched sharply, grinding noises so loudly, and…it fell.
Vee didn’t think her father could be scared, but he looked
frightened, locking eyes with his wife.
Jack ran and tried to brace, to protect his little sister in
the few seconds before it all went dark and she awoke in a hospital bed with
bandages where there should have been feet.
Vee felt her face and wondered if it was red. Soon she was
asleep, and no more dreams.
When she woke the next morning, her bed was next to the
window; she could see it was a warm summer day.
Two Lemon drops landed on her bed and she turned to see Dr.
Aust smiling. He knew they were Vee's favorite treat.
“Good morning, Veronica. Did you sleep well last night?”
“Good morning, Dr. Aust. Yes, I did, and thank you for the lemon drops and for moving me
to the window. It’s beautiful outside today!”
Dr. Aust reminded Vee of her Grandfather, except instead of a
butcher’s apron he wore a nice suit.
He was smiling, but a frown clouded his face for a moment as
he pulled a paper from his pocket.
“Vee, I know what happened last night, and I’m sorry that Miss
Hampton acted so horribly towards you. She has been dismissed, and she won’t be
mistreating you anymore.”
“Doctor! I’m sorry! I didn’t…”
“You have nothing to be sorry for, child. One of the other
nurses witnessed what she did, and told me. I apologize to you on behalf of the hospital, and I must beg you forgiveness for
something else.”
He handed her a postcard.
“Veronica, this card came for you some time ago, and Miss
Hampton…kept it. It was in her locker and I’m sorry that I didn’t know about it
until now.”
Vee read the card, postmarked two months earlier, four…no…five
weeks after the accident.
Dearest
Veronica,
I’m sorry
that I haven’t been able to get back again to see you, but you have a home here
with us as soon as the doctor releases you.
You will
be like our own daughter, and my sister will be smiling down on us from Heaven-
we are family. Have the hospital send
word and Henry and I will come for you when you are ready. Love, Emily.
Dr. Aust pulled up a chair and sat.
“I met them, Vee, when they came to see you-you wouldn’t
remember, as we had you medicated for the pain. They’re good people-have you been
to their place before?”
Vee nodded.
“Once we went for a Christmas visit-snow was up higher than
our heads, and they met us at the station with a sled and two horses! No
buildings at all! Just empty prairies and a few trees all the way to their
farm.”
“I grew up on a farm myself. Do they have cattle?”
“A couple of cows, some pigs, chickens and a garden. My aunt
makes the best pies!”
Aust smiled. “I’m sure that she does, Vee. That postmark says
Topeka-do they live close to there?”
“I think so, though
Mom talked about growing up near Hays.”
“I’ve been there, and it’s a nice town. Vee… I want you to
think about something.”
“Your life is…changed. We all have things happen that we
didn’t expect, and the best way to keep moving forward and doing well is to not
let your troubles hinder you.”
“Doctor, I think Nurse Margaret has been…hindered. She’s not
very happy.”
“I think you’re right. You’re a bright girl, Vee, and I’m sure
that you will do well in life. You don't know, but I
delivered you when you were born, and I knew your parents well.”
“Mother pointed you out on the street once and told me how
nice you are.”
“She did? Well, bless her. You’ll be starting a new chapter in
your life; it’s important to make the most of a fresh start.”
Vee nodded.
“I’ve had a lot of time to think, here in this bed, and when I
go to Kansas, and I want to use my middle name, which was my mother’s first name.
It will remind me of her and Dad and Jack every time someone
calls me Dorothy.”
“That sounds like a fine idea. Do you remember anything else about
the farm?”
“Well, I slept in a big, big bed with lots of quilts, and on
the wall facing there was a cross-stitch Aunt Em had done: “BE IT EVER SO
HUMBLE,
THERE’S NO PLACE LIKE HOME”.
That
night, after watching the moon come up, Vee dreamt of Kansas.
Dorothy
was running...